talked with a very special friend today... felt that i could've been there more but i wasn't. felt that i could've helped more but i didn't... :( maybe out of fear...maybe out of ignorance...
but there's no point regreting. life goes on...
i really hope i would be able to be more of a friend to her in the coming days, months, years...i really wanna be there for her when she needs a listening ear, a fellow sister who understands her pains, a shoulder to even cry on... she knows who she is.. i think.. :)
i told her this when it happened, but there's a possibility she didn't hear me over all the noise.
it was a sunday morning in church. n there was n alter call... me being on usher duty just stood behind the people who went up, n prayed silently from where i was for those i felt moved to pray for. when she was being prayed for, i started praying too...n i just started crying as i was doing so. i dont why, but somehow, the Holy Spirit just moved me to tears even though i didn't know exactly what was going on in her life.
"dear...u know who u are...God loves u so much n hurts when u hurt. be bold!! be strong!! u will get through this, n u WILL be victorious!! i'll be here to walk beside u....love ya lots!!"
Sunday, November 28, 2004
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errr.. thanks? ;) don't really actually know if this is me you're talking bout -heh- but just wanted you to know that it meant a lot when you were there and told me what you did at church the other day. and for listening, and for caring, and for not judging and for so many other things.. i hope the same too - that i'd be able to 'open' some and also be more of dat friend to you - thank you - i hope you're doing alrite too - i know you have your own struggles and all that - and i wish you didnt have to hurt so much, i wish all of us didnt have to hurt. but we do. and i guess that makes us human, and that makes us appreciate the good around us and that makes us grow and learn. thank you, rach fer being who you are and fer always encouraging. am looking forward to talk more to you. i love you. *hugs*
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