This post is dedicated to the special LADIES in my life.
Mel the babe:
BLESSED BIRTHDAY again!!! 27 Oct 1983 is truly a special day, coz' U were born...to enter our lives and touch us all..keep on smiling!!! you know the world is brighter when you do... :D HUGZ* love u lots!!
Esther darlin':
Like I said in my mail, cyber ain't the same without you. Doesn't feel like home anymore. :( Miss you so much.
I know you aren't exactly having a bomb over there in Penang. But wait awhile...once you settle down. And start hanging out and having fun, you wouldn't wanna come back to KL.. lol..MUAKS* hang in there!
Bea the whacko but lovable one:
Never thought I'd get this close to you. It's truly been a blessing. You never fail to bring me comfort and laughter. :)
I admire you for your strength and determination and discipline. Remember to open up sometimes and release the things you keep inside. I wanna be here for you too just as you are for me. HUGGIEZ*
Leona the bundle of JOY:
I miss hanging out with you. I miss the late night talks. I miss the crazy sessions of uncontrollable laughter. I miss living just floors below you. I miss hearing your word mix-ups. LOL!! I miss dancing with you. (nvm..it's coming soon.. wheeee!!). I miss YOU!!
Auds my huggable friend:
YOU'RE another one I never thought I'd get this close to...haha...intimidating person! :P But I'm so glad you let me into your life. I've said it before and I'll say it again; YOU GIVE THE BEST HUGS!! ;) Thank you for caring, for loving, for always serving. Just wanna say, SMILE, if you're not already. Stay strong!! You have so many things going for you.. Don't let "stupid" things get in the way alrite? Whenever you need a push or a hand to help you get up, you know who to call. :D
*BEAR HUG*
Wai Foong the sister of my heart always:
Through thick and thin. Through tears and laughter. Through growing up and learning about life. Through crazy times. Through the lil crushes. Through the exciting beginnings of relationships and the bitter break ups. Through leaving school and entering college and uni. Through living in different countries. Through all these years of my life, you were there. I pray that there will be many more to come. The distance won't be able to kill our friendship. :) Coz' remember one of my letters to you last time? I said you will always be the sister of my heart. HUGZ* Love ya!!
Jo the sweetheart:
Sometimes I feel you love me more than I deserve. :P Am so glad at the way we got through what seemed like a bitter ending, to a beautiful beginning that leads to an everlasting bond between us. I love you I love you I love you!!! & one more thing; PLEASE choose the path of life that will make you happy. Never stick with something just because you think you can't get out of it. You deserve all the happiness in the world!!! *SMOOCH*
Sau Theng the gorgeous one:
Haven't hung out with you in AGES! But it doesn't mean I've forgotten bout you. I'm thankful that out of all the friends from school that I was able to keep in touch with, YOU are one of the few. It has always been a pleasure to be around you. You're not just beautiful on the outside, but on the inside as well. Stay beautiful dear!!
Without you gurls, my life would be empty. Honestly. I thank God with all my heart for placing all of you in my life!! And I pray that He will send His angels to always surround and protect all of you; both heart and body.
Friday, October 28, 2005
STUPID CIRCUITS!!
STUPID STUPID CIRCUITS!! WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?
YOU DON'T WORK!! AND I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHY!!! argh! how to explain to the boss?
kek sei!!
YOU DON'T WORK!! AND I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHY!!! argh! how to explain to the boss?
kek sei!!
Monday, October 24, 2005
quiz done by ann thong
This is for you ona darling... since i'm the first name on your list! :P
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Rach
2. Chel
3. hmmm...that I go by - Rachel lah! the rest are given by people. eg, RAT, Rackel, Aychel..
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. ashlee
2. ashlee
3. ash_chel
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Legs
2. Fingers & Toes
3. Dimple / Lips (I can't decide)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My nose... heh..
2. Too short eyelashes
3. that's about it. :P
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. hurting a person I care about
2. broken relationships
3. losing friends or family members
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Brushing my teeth
2. MUSIC!!
3. I need my blankie to sleep
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. A brown shirt
2. One of my favourite bras
3. a pad. bleh...yes I'm bleeding.. :(
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Nickelback
2. The Corrs
3. Mew
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Worlds apart - Jars of Clay
2. Cut - Plumb
3. Sexual Healing - Marvin Gaye
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Trust & confidence in each other
2. Sharing each other's lives yet having our own lives as well
3. Most of all, LOVE (for each other and for Christ)
4. Can I add one more? :P LAUGHTER!!! A couple that laughs together stays
together!
2 TRUTHS 1 LIE:
1. I love dogs, & dolphins, & snakes, & rabbits..
2. I've sat in a Maserati Spyder before! ohh la la...
3. I would love to try bungee jumping!!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hands
2. Chest
3. Eyes
(In no preferred order... lol)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Dancing
2. Listening to music
3. Reading
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Bum around in a secluded beach with only my close friends ... and maybe some handsome hunks. (same leona same!! :P )
2. Go to Disneyland and ride all the rollercosters there over and over again!
(same again!!! )
3. Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance & MORE DANCE!!! whhheeeeeee!!!!
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Anything that's got to do with people and the outdoors. (eg, working in Club Med, or Bukit Tinggi like Ken. hehe... oh! Or events!! )
2. A dancer. SIGH* It's just a dream...
3. Engineering...MAYbe la...
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Ko Samui
2. New Zealand
3. Australia
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Drive a Toyota Supra
2. White water rafting (took this idea from Leona. sounds like fun!! woo hoo!!
we go together k?? )
3. Scuba diving...swimming among dolphins...and rays...beautiful..
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. Independent. I don't want someone to do everything for me, obey my every
order, see to my every need. Bah! I can look after myself!
2. I like basketball? :P
3. I love the outdoors!! LET'S GO CAMPING!! *grin*
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I wanna be pampered sometimes.
2. I like using make up. not too much of course.
3. I love SHOES!!!
THREE MALE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Daniel Woo
2. Chad Kroeger, Nickelback lead singer
3. hmmmm...mind is blank. When I see the person then I'll point him out.
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Ehter dahling
2. Auds
3. BEAAA!! (but she doesn't have a blog. nvm.. can put it in comments rite? :P )
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Rach
2. Chel
3. hmmm...that I go by - Rachel lah! the rest are given by people. eg, RAT, Rackel, Aychel..
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. ashlee
2. ashlee
3. ash_chel
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Legs
2. Fingers & Toes
3. Dimple / Lips (I can't decide)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My nose... heh..
2. Too short eyelashes
3. that's about it. :P
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. hurting a person I care about
2. broken relationships
3. losing friends or family members
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Brushing my teeth
2. MUSIC!!
3. I need my blankie to sleep
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. A brown shirt
2. One of my favourite bras
3. a pad. bleh...yes I'm bleeding.. :(
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Nickelback
2. The Corrs
3. Mew
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Worlds apart - Jars of Clay
2. Cut - Plumb
3. Sexual Healing - Marvin Gaye
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Trust & confidence in each other
2. Sharing each other's lives yet having our own lives as well
3. Most of all, LOVE (for each other and for Christ)
4. Can I add one more? :P LAUGHTER!!! A couple that laughs together stays
together!
2 TRUTHS 1 LIE:
1. I love dogs, & dolphins, & snakes, & rabbits..
2. I've sat in a Maserati Spyder before! ohh la la...
3. I would love to try bungee jumping!!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hands
2. Chest
3. Eyes
(In no preferred order... lol)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Dancing
2. Listening to music
3. Reading
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Bum around in a secluded beach with only my close friends ... and maybe some handsome hunks. (same leona same!! :P )
2. Go to Disneyland and ride all the rollercosters there over and over again!
(same again!!! )
3. Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance & MORE DANCE!!! whhheeeeeee!!!!
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Anything that's got to do with people and the outdoors. (eg, working in Club Med, or Bukit Tinggi like Ken. hehe... oh! Or events!! )
2. A dancer. SIGH* It's just a dream...
3. Engineering...MAYbe la...
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Ko Samui
2. New Zealand
3. Australia
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Drive a Toyota Supra
2. White water rafting (took this idea from Leona. sounds like fun!! woo hoo!!
we go together k?? )
3. Scuba diving...swimming among dolphins...and rays...beautiful..
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. Independent. I don't want someone to do everything for me, obey my every
order, see to my every need. Bah! I can look after myself!
2. I like basketball? :P
3. I love the outdoors!! LET'S GO CAMPING!! *grin*
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I wanna be pampered sometimes.
2. I like using make up. not too much of course.
3. I love SHOES!!!
THREE MALE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Daniel Woo
2. Chad Kroeger, Nickelback lead singer
3. hmmmm...mind is blank. When I see the person then I'll point him out.
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Ehter dahling
2. Auds
3. BEAAA!! (but she doesn't have a blog. nvm.. can put it in comments rite? :P )
Thursday, October 20, 2005
. : Desperate : .
Tears fogging up my eyes
Pain gripping my heart
Lord, I am on my knees
What is it that's wrong?
Why am I so disturbed?
I cry out to You
You and You alone
My Jesus,
Only You can take this away
Only You can comfort me
Only You can make me whole
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
The sweetest name I know
I lay my past, my present, my future
at Your feet once again
I wanna be close to You
I wanna be in Your arms again
Hold me now
I need You now
Father, Your daughter is calling out to You
Daddy, Daddy, Daddy
Catch me if I fall
Never let me go
Embrace me in Your loving arms
I am desperate for You....
Pain gripping my heart
Lord, I am on my knees
What is it that's wrong?
Why am I so disturbed?
I cry out to You
You and You alone
My Jesus,
Only You can take this away
Only You can comfort me
Only You can make me whole
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
The sweetest name I know
I lay my past, my present, my future
at Your feet once again
I wanna be close to You
I wanna be in Your arms again
Hold me now
I need You now
Father, Your daughter is calling out to You
Daddy, Daddy, Daddy
Catch me if I fall
Never let me go
Embrace me in Your loving arms
I am desperate for You....
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
work
it's 2nd day of industrial training and i'm complaining already....
eyes hurt.
face is peeling.
experiments aren't working.
i wannnaaaa ssllleeeeeeeeeepppp!!!
bleh*
eyes hurt.
face is peeling.
experiments aren't working.
i wannnaaaa ssllleeeeeeeeeepppp!!!
bleh*
God..... [Cameron's experience]
God provided, when we didn't have enough.
God held back the clouds, when it was raining every other day.
God protected, when we were in danger.
God opened doors, where people are needing and searching.
God took care of us, like a loving Father looking after His lil' daughters.
God binded us together; our unity made things work out.
God filled us with JOY, so that it sustained us when were tired.
God gave me a team that was a blessing to me.
God gave me friendships that I will cherish from this moment on.
God used His faithful servant to inspire us all.
God brought us home safely, to share of His goodness, and mercy, and protection, and favour, and joy, and most of all, LOVE...
We
Listened (to their stories & to one another)
Learned (about their lives, their needs & about each other)
Loved (the children, the women, one another)
Left Behind (a little bit of Jesus)
LEGACY LIVE!!!
God held back the clouds, when it was raining every other day.
God protected, when we were in danger.
God opened doors, where people are needing and searching.
God took care of us, like a loving Father looking after His lil' daughters.
God binded us together; our unity made things work out.
God filled us with JOY, so that it sustained us when were tired.
God gave me a team that was a blessing to me.
God gave me friendships that I will cherish from this moment on.
God used His faithful servant to inspire us all.
God brought us home safely, to share of His goodness, and mercy, and protection, and favour, and joy, and most of all, LOVE...
We
Listened (to their stories & to one another)
Learned (about their lives, their needs & about each other)
Loved (the children, the women, one another)
Left Behind (a little bit of Jesus)
LEGACY LIVE!!!
Friday, October 07, 2005
not supposed to know...
Why do people tell me things when I don't even ask?
Now I'm worried and I can't do anything about it coz I'm not supposed to know.
*sigh*
Guess all I can do is pray... and be a friend.
Papa...I leave it to Your hands...You know what to do...
Now I'm worried and I can't do anything about it coz I'm not supposed to know.
*sigh*
Guess all I can do is pray... and be a friend.
Papa...I leave it to Your hands...You know what to do...
: : words : :
so I may not be good at words
and I can't express myself well with words
my heart can't be seen by my words
maybe not even my intentions
but I know I do whatever I do because I love God
and I love the people that He loves
And I pray that if a day comes when I have wrong intentions,
the Holy Spirit will warn me.
-don't wanna be misunderstood-
-let my actions speak louder than words-
and I can't express myself well with words
my heart can't be seen by my words
maybe not even my intentions
but I know I do whatever I do because I love God
and I love the people that He loves
And I pray that if a day comes when I have wrong intentions,
the Holy Spirit will warn me.
-don't wanna be misunderstood-
-let my actions speak louder than words-
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
?!?!?!?!?!?!
racing through the streets,
trying to clear my head...doesn't work.
blast the radio...sing on top of my lungs...
trying to clear my head...doesn't work.
what the heck is wrong???
why am i so disturbed???
what am i searching for???
have i not been made whole???
what do i need???
what should i do???
unrecognized.
underestimated.
disturbed.
judgemental?
jealous?
my head is so freakin messed up!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jesus...Lover of my soul...I need You...
trying to clear my head...doesn't work.
blast the radio...sing on top of my lungs...
trying to clear my head...doesn't work.
what the heck is wrong???
why am i so disturbed???
what am i searching for???
have i not been made whole???
what do i need???
what should i do???
unrecognized.
underestimated.
disturbed.
judgemental?
jealous?
my head is so freakin messed up!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jesus...Lover of my soul...I need You...
Saturday, October 01, 2005
when september ends...
We can wake up now!!!
SEPTEMBER HAS ENDED!!!
Truly by God's grace did I survive this month.
Thank You Lord for showing Yourself faithful yet again. You never left our side throughout this whole semester. And now that it has ended, I give all glory to You!! I would not have passed my exams if it weren't for You. I would not have had a good moderator for my FYP if it weren't for You. You are just sooooo good!! Thank You thank You thank You!!!
SEPTEMBER HAS ENDED!!!
Truly by God's grace did I survive this month.
Thank You Lord for showing Yourself faithful yet again. You never left our side throughout this whole semester. And now that it has ended, I give all glory to You!! I would not have passed my exams if it weren't for You. I would not have had a good moderator for my FYP if it weren't for You. You are just sooooo good!! Thank You thank You thank You!!!
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