saying goodbye sucks. to a friend i've known for years. and also to a friend i've known for....3 weeks? although the latter is definitely being more of a friend than the former. sigh* how do people get so cold and distant all of a sudden??? how does the closeness just vanish overnight??? at the same time, how do people get so close overnight too?? weird world!!!
whatever it is...i'm gonna miss these 2 people. :(
combine prayer meeting last nite - had a bad case of gastric... pastor prayed for me... i actually felt immediate relief. it still hurt a lil but at least i could stand. believing God for complete healing for my stomach and abdominal area.... been having tummy problems for too long. i know my God can heal!!!
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Friday, February 18, 2005
: : Bring Me Back : :
I'm wandering on the wide path
the easy way
but I feel lost
I don't know what I'm doing
I want to be close to You...
Holy Spirit, bring me back
back to the narrow path
where I can walk with You
where my life makes sense again
where no matter what problems may come my way
as long as You're holding my hand
I know I can overcome anything
My life seems fine
there's no pain, no tears
but I feel far from You
and that's all that matters
I want to be close to You...
the easy way
but I feel lost
I don't know what I'm doing
I want to be close to You...
Holy Spirit, bring me back
back to the narrow path
where I can walk with You
where my life makes sense again
where no matter what problems may come my way
as long as You're holding my hand
I know I can overcome anything
My life seems fine
there's no pain, no tears
but I feel far from You
and that's all that matters
I want to be close to You...
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Rum Jungle + chor tai ti
last night was interesting... had the most spontaneous KL trip ever!! we were just mamaking in dharoos till 12 sumthing... suddenly someone suggests going to kl. "okay" came our replies. :P
so 3 of us neighbours head home to change and then down to Rum Jungle. first time being there.. really cool place! i like it!! :D
after the place closed, we went to mamak again since the guys were hungry... then back to paramount garden!! yes, im so amused with the fact that i now have neighbour friends.. hehe...
so we continue our craziness in jon's place by playing chor tai ti... was hilarious!! i couldn't stop laughing... raj being the cause of most of the laughter. sigh* it's so sad that jon is going back home to perth next monday.. :( gonna miss him. oh ya! we took lotsa photos!! grin* anyways, we didnt realize the time passing.. before we knew it, it was 7am!!! siao!!! back home to bed it was... and i had to wake up at 10 sumthing too...
been a dead fish most of today althought it was eventful ... visited tung hong & parents. had GREAT home cooked and baked food. yummy! came home at 6 sumthing, just to get my car and head to midvalley to meet kris and parents for dinner. popped into jon's place before leaving to say hi to him and raj. wish i could be out with them again tonite but...im too tired... yawn*
dinner with the Tan's was awesome.... good food...and then just hung out in their hotel room... was getting really sleepy...
man!! thinking bout the work load i haven't touched and which is due when classes restart.... SCARY!!
~work work work~
so 3 of us neighbours head home to change and then down to Rum Jungle. first time being there.. really cool place! i like it!! :D
after the place closed, we went to mamak again since the guys were hungry... then back to paramount garden!! yes, im so amused with the fact that i now have neighbour friends.. hehe...
so we continue our craziness in jon's place by playing chor tai ti... was hilarious!! i couldn't stop laughing... raj being the cause of most of the laughter. sigh* it's so sad that jon is going back home to perth next monday.. :( gonna miss him. oh ya! we took lotsa photos!! grin* anyways, we didnt realize the time passing.. before we knew it, it was 7am!!! siao!!! back home to bed it was... and i had to wake up at 10 sumthing too...
been a dead fish most of today althought it was eventful ... visited tung hong & parents. had GREAT home cooked and baked food. yummy! came home at 6 sumthing, just to get my car and head to midvalley to meet kris and parents for dinner. popped into jon's place before leaving to say hi to him and raj. wish i could be out with them again tonite but...im too tired... yawn*
dinner with the Tan's was awesome.... good food...and then just hung out in their hotel room... was getting really sleepy...
man!! thinking bout the work load i haven't touched and which is due when classes restart.... SCARY!!
~work work work~
Friday, February 11, 2005
where to start?
where should i start? i havent updated this blog in ages. been lazy. heh...
life...i wouldn't say it's been bad...neither has it been good.
bad things - precious friend avoiding me... feeling lonely sometimes... seem to keep more things to myself now...especially when i'm down... don't know what i'm doing sometimes... still feel like giving up sometimes... like everything's too difficult... missing someone...
good things - a certain friendship getting better again... God is still with me even when i'm STUPID... family time has been good... bought my COAT! :D n some other "stuff", at last... had supper and a good chat with audrey; "thanks auds!!! we'll be having more of these chats rite??" .... looking forward to seeing some friends tomorrow...
hmmm...can't really think now...sleeppyyyy....
a few updates:
family dinner this year (8 Feb 2005) was different. us KIDS had to do the cooking! but it was fun... and us cousins had a good time together in the kitchen!! :D was sad that kev and alee couldn't be with us though... well, our cooking was pretty good... we got all our parent's approval. grin* and while we were "slaving" in the kitchen, the adults were playing scrabble out in the hall. later that night, the kids beat the adults flat in BOGGLE!!! wooo hoooo!!! we've grown smarter! lol...
they next day...visiting time!!! from PJ to Cheras to Ampang to Midvalley...went to visit some grandaunts since our grandparents are no longer around...as well as daddy's kor kor's place... was good to see some cousins there...and a niece.. my nephew wasn't there though. hopefully will see him tomorrow during the dinner (paternal side). my lil malay cousin has grown so tall!! looks more like a primary school kid rather than a 4 year old. she's so pretty... if only she wasn't so shy... reminds me of myself when i was young - won't talk to anyone but my mummy & daddy. hehe...
looking at my life now...the trials just doesn't stop coming...it's a roller coaster ride... up & down.. round & round... sigh* can't wait to go to Acheh or any other Tsunami affected country. although it'll be dangerous, i'd rather be there to see their suffering and learn to appreciate what i have. plus all my lil problems will seem insignificant then. my heart really does go out to these people...watching the videos of people losing their loved ones makes me cry...
"God...please comfort them...for nothing and no one can do so...."
~to bed~ zzzzz
life...i wouldn't say it's been bad...neither has it been good.
bad things - precious friend avoiding me... feeling lonely sometimes... seem to keep more things to myself now...especially when i'm down... don't know what i'm doing sometimes... still feel like giving up sometimes... like everything's too difficult... missing someone...
good things - a certain friendship getting better again... God is still with me even when i'm STUPID... family time has been good... bought my COAT! :D n some other "stuff", at last... had supper and a good chat with audrey; "thanks auds!!! we'll be having more of these chats rite??" .... looking forward to seeing some friends tomorrow...
hmmm...can't really think now...sleeppyyyy....
a few updates:
family dinner this year (8 Feb 2005) was different. us KIDS had to do the cooking! but it was fun... and us cousins had a good time together in the kitchen!! :D was sad that kev and alee couldn't be with us though... well, our cooking was pretty good... we got all our parent's approval. grin* and while we were "slaving" in the kitchen, the adults were playing scrabble out in the hall. later that night, the kids beat the adults flat in BOGGLE!!! wooo hoooo!!! we've grown smarter! lol...
they next day...visiting time!!! from PJ to Cheras to Ampang to Midvalley...went to visit some grandaunts since our grandparents are no longer around...as well as daddy's kor kor's place... was good to see some cousins there...and a niece.. my nephew wasn't there though. hopefully will see him tomorrow during the dinner (paternal side). my lil malay cousin has grown so tall!! looks more like a primary school kid rather than a 4 year old. she's so pretty... if only she wasn't so shy... reminds me of myself when i was young - won't talk to anyone but my mummy & daddy. hehe...
looking at my life now...the trials just doesn't stop coming...it's a roller coaster ride... up & down.. round & round... sigh* can't wait to go to Acheh or any other Tsunami affected country. although it'll be dangerous, i'd rather be there to see their suffering and learn to appreciate what i have. plus all my lil problems will seem insignificant then. my heart really does go out to these people...watching the videos of people losing their loved ones makes me cry...
"God...please comfort them...for nothing and no one can do so...."
~to bed~ zzzzz
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