02:48 HKT Music is softly playin on the radio. I'm at work. All alone in our office room.
02:49 HKT I should go to the gym. Need to work out abit. Plus I haven't taken my break yet today.
02:50 HKT Okay... let me finish my drink and I'll go.. But I feel so lazy to walk across the sky bridge.
02:51 HKT *blank* I need to pee.. AGAIN! So much for TBs (Tiny Bladder)
02:52 HKT Yes I'm this bored. It's weirdly quiet tonight.
02:53 HKT Ok...I should stop watching the clock. :P Time for a break!~
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
God blesses Brats?
Phone died on Sat. Warranty ended last month. And phone dies this month. One year.. just one year and it dies on me. And they wanna charge me RM150 to fix! I said "forgeeeet it!"
Now... pissed I was...naturally.. Who wouldn't be pissed right? What a con job!
But something...rather Someone was asking me, "why are you acting and feeling like this? Why are you acting like you have no God? Despite all the miracles and favour you have already seen?"
And well... I just wanted to dwell in my anger. I just WANTED to be pissed at Nokia. At the people who sold me the phone! At the service centre! All the thoughts of anger were just SWARMING around in my head for the whole day yesterday.
At the same time, there's that still small voice telling me to trust. Telling me to give thanks. It was an internal battle. "Thank you Lord, that it's just my phone that died... not my car.. not someone I know.." "Stupid phone! Lost all my contacts! Argh! Wanna throw it down KL Tower!!" And it went on....
But you know what? God still blesses despite our unbelief. Despite our complaints.
I have colleagues in Netherlands. The technical supports whom I deal with almost everyday during the European shift when Video Conferences are having tech problems. So within these few months we've become good friends. And guess what! To cut the long story short, I might be getting a free phone from them. It's not confirmed, but just knowing that wow... God can DO that?? He can provide when we least expect it?
Now why am I surprised? I've seen it happen so many times. Yet I fail to rejoice when something bad happens. From now on, I must remind myself, that whenever something bad happens, something better is on the way.
God blesses even when we're brats.... sometimes! Better not be a brat too often. :P
"Thank You"
"And sorry for hurting you amidst being a brat"
Now... pissed I was...naturally.. Who wouldn't be pissed right? What a con job!
But something...rather Someone was asking me, "why are you acting and feeling like this? Why are you acting like you have no God? Despite all the miracles and favour you have already seen?"
And well... I just wanted to dwell in my anger. I just WANTED to be pissed at Nokia. At the people who sold me the phone! At the service centre! All the thoughts of anger were just SWARMING around in my head for the whole day yesterday.
At the same time, there's that still small voice telling me to trust. Telling me to give thanks. It was an internal battle. "Thank you Lord, that it's just my phone that died... not my car.. not someone I know.." "Stupid phone! Lost all my contacts! Argh! Wanna throw it down KL Tower!!" And it went on....
But you know what? God still blesses despite our unbelief. Despite our complaints.
I have colleagues in Netherlands. The technical supports whom I deal with almost everyday during the European shift when Video Conferences are having tech problems. So within these few months we've become good friends. And guess what! To cut the long story short, I might be getting a free phone from them. It's not confirmed, but just knowing that wow... God can DO that?? He can provide when we least expect it?
Now why am I surprised? I've seen it happen so many times. Yet I fail to rejoice when something bad happens. From now on, I must remind myself, that whenever something bad happens, something better is on the way.
God blesses even when we're brats.... sometimes! Better not be a brat too often. :P
"Thank You"
"And sorry for hurting you amidst being a brat"
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