the "aftermath"

okay... my last post was nasty...that was RIGHT after my paper. that was how i was feeling.... cried my eyeballs out after that....(how childish)...don't think i've ever cried over an exam before. but this time i was really crushed. i was really confident that i could score at last. i really knew my stuff for this subject. even when i saw the questions i knew i could do it. but carelesness killed all my hopes of scoring. thought i could prove to myself that i could do it. that i wasn't stupid. thought i could make my parents and God proud. guess i was wrong.

after blogging n crying, i msged my mom... calmed down... opened the daily bread and my bible.... guess what words popped right out?? "WHERE IS YOUR TRUST???"haha... it's funny how everytime i'm faced with a circumstance or disappointment, the daily bread will have something DIRECTLY for me.
anyway...Jeremiah 17:5-10 spoke to me personally. i learned that trusting Him is far greater than exam results or anything else.
God's peace also took over... after my outburst of anger, disappointment and tears, i finally felt comfort and peace that i know only my Daddy God can give me.

mummy replied my sms some time later. she said "it's okay...just trust that God has a greater purpose". she also said that she was praying for God to comfort me. thank God for parents like mine. :D wouldn't trade them for the world.

"Lord, whatever your purpose is, I want to trust You...whether or not i pass or fail, my trust is still in You. whether or not i have enough, or i lack, i will still trust in You."