dedication....

I see my beloved friend dying inside... there's no more laughter... no more craziness... there's sorrow.. there's pain... there's emptiness... there's dryness...
WHY?????
anyway, darling.. this song is for u:
Icy chills round your heart
A heart that's made of stone
It seems like
Life is out to get you
To destroy what you want
I know that, that you blame me for all that you go through
It could be, so different if you would just let it go

You're all alone
Running out of ways to
Hold on to hope
And it always slips away
You're all alone
But you don't have to
Pretend to cope
There is a brighter way

If you would change your perspective
You'd see that it is true
Life is not always what you want
Sometimes it's hard to bear
I'd be with you, and help you in all that you go through
I love you, let Me change your heart by coming in

You're all alone
Running out of ways to
Hold on to hope
And it always slips away
You're all alone
But you don't have to
Pretend to cope
There is a brighter way

okay.. u DON'T blame Him for anything... :P... but yea... He loves u... n i'm sure he cries when u cry... n he feels ur pain... don't give up hope. u have so much in store for u. i know that. it's just blurred by all the things that ur going through. n it looks like it's just darkness... but it's not. morning will come. n u will see the sunshine again. n smile again. n laugh again. n be crazy again...heh... can't wait till u get there.
just remember that ur not walking alone. Jesus is there. maybe u just need to hold His hand n u will see the path better? i know it's easy to say... but u'll get through it. HUGZ* i'm here for u too... u know that. love u sweetie... MUAKS*