*afraid*

dum dee dee dum...
happy yet sad...
excited yet afraid...
afraid of disappointments...
afraid of history repeating itself...
afraid of hopes crashing down...
afraid of pointless anticipation...

-missing the days when things were so simple-

"Daddy up above...why can't You reveal Your plans to us earlier so that we don't fall into the same darn holes? Yea yea... I know...there's perfect timing for everything. But it sucks not knowing what the future holds sometimes..."

argh!! EMI is driving me mad!!!