Monday, June 07, 2004

JOY JOY JOY!!!

(this entry was supposed to be up last night. but due to my IE not allowing me to surf, i could only post it this morning.)

GRIN GRIN GRIN* yup!! that's what im doing now...like a freak. it's weird.. i was driving back to cyber alone, at 12 sumthing am. been 2 weeks since i drove back alone. my sunshine wasn't with me. so i started talking to the only person with
me in the car-our sweet Holy Spirit. i was just pouring my heart out about things that has been happening..asking questions.. was listening to Point of Grace cassette. many of
the songs ministered to me. & suddenly when i reached cyber, i was filled with
unexpainable joy that can "only be given by our Papa above" according to leona.

Just realized..i've never wanted the things of God more than i do now. i believe my spirit is really whacking up my body. LOL...was reminded bout a presentation i did sometime back in Acts church (some of u would have seen it)..where the BODY & the SPIRIT are battling each other. & the SOUL has to decide which one to follow. at that time i felt like such a hypocrite, coz my FLESH was obviously triumphing over my SPIRIT.
but NOW...i feel my SPIRIT is really starting to fight! cool!! i pray that God wont let this fire burn out.



5 comments:

EstheR said...

my most pre4cious darlingest sister ....in Christ as well as other ways!*wink*...can't imagine how u've encouraged me in so many things...i reli thank God dat u're living up to that potential i've been talkin bout.. i noe God's gonna bring u higher n higher n den when u're ready.. u're gonna reli soar on the winga of eagles... love u lots... continue togo steady with the LOVE of our lives.. JEsus Christ..*muaks*

weeliem said...

hey there:)
really encouraging to see u pick ur life up and get on going. it's been an encouragement to me as well:) want my life to get going ll:) seriously challeneged! if you can do it, i can too.keep being you, and stay strong. you mean alot to me. thanks for always being there. one day, i'll soar , and it'd be great to see u soaring together. let us not lose sight of the goal that's laid before us, forgetting what lies behind. tough days will come, but stay strong yeah:)

Anonymous said...

i don't know wat this day will bring
will it b disappointing, filled wit long for things?
i don't know wat tomorrow holds
still i know, i can trust your faithfulness...

i don't know if these clouds mean rain
if they do, will they pour down blessing or pain?
i don't know wat the future holds
still i know, i can trust your faithfulness

certain as the rivers reach the sea
certain as the sun rise in the east
i can rest, in ur faithfulness
surer than a mother's tender love
surer than the star-still shine above
i can rest, in ur faithfulness

i don't know, how or when i'll die
will it b a thief?
or will i have a chance 2 say goodbye?
no, i don't know how much time is left
but in the end, i will know ur faithfulness

when darkness overwelmes my soul
when thoughts are storms of coubt
still i trust
u r always faithful
always faithful

certain as the rivers reach the sea
certain as the sun rise in the east
i can rest, in ur faithfulness
surer than a mother's tender love
surer than the star-still shine above
i can rest, in ur faithfulness
i can rest, in ur faithfulness

i don't know wat this day will bring
will it b disappointing, filled wit long for things?
i don't know, wat tomorrow holds
still i know, i can trust ur faithfulness

RacH said...

ehter mui mui...its an encouragement in itself to know ur encouraged!! :D thanks for always being there for me. no matter what i go through, i know i can lean on u...without ur love n support, i wouldnt be anywhere now. LOVE U SO MUCH!!
weeliem...i cant wait for the day when we soar together. i KNOW God has SOOO much in store for u!! n that He's gonna use u mightily!! u just need to keep picking urself up...n gain strength.. n soon u'll be up above the mountain tops..in the heavens...
thanks for always helping ME to get up too...ur a brother i never had..love u lots!!

.anna.begins. said...

Rememeber what I told you in the car? ;) I really believe that He will use you for greater purposes in life and that you're created for such a time as this. So glad to have found a friend in you.Love ya lots...and so does our Papa up above! :D