random things..

just completed my lab report - the LAST one for this sem!! woo hoo!! ....but 2 more assignments to go...& i havent even started..man!! i gotta stop procrastinating!!!

it's cold..so nice to sleep...i see mui mui ehter sleeping peacefully, curled under her blanket...i wanna do that tooooo...but no..i've had my sleep. must start doing work. but before that, just need to update on the past happenings.

main things i recall:
worship during CF this week was good...i felt like the worship environment was pretty high compared to certain weeks when it just feels dry. thanks charis for doing a great job leading us in worship. im reminded, that worhip is not something that WE get something out of (although songs DO minister to us n all). but the TRUE reason for worship is to give unto GOD. He deserves ALL praise & glory. & that's what we express through songs & clapping of hands etc..
   the topic for CF was FORGIVENESS. when we were asked to say a silent prayer & release the person whom we have not forgiven from our heart's prison, i couldnt think of anyone. after searching my heart, & asking God about it, i realized that there WAS someone i was feeling bitter & holding a grudge against. it just hurts when a friend whom u thought the world of, proves u wrong, & u start realizing that ur being used, & that the person ain't sincere...well, i let it go on tuesday. :)

wed was mainly a day to study for my microwave test on thurs. was really worried bout it, but thank God, it turned out better than i expected.
   spent the rest of thurs with an old friend who came back from uk. esther, ju, his fren ken & myself practically did nothing in summit. lol.. played a lil pool...lepaked around...had dinner in sushi king...was fun la.. :P 
the "down" of the day was the arguments i was having with a special friend. sigh*  i always ask this question.. "why do we always hurt the ones we love?". i hate all this! i wish i could be the only one hurting. i cant stand the ppl around me suffering because of me.
still trusting God to work all things out for good..

sigh*  im tired...n lazy to continue blogging... shall end here.. cant wait to see the melakans & someone who says i've been "abaikan"ing later... DREAMS THAT ROCK, here we come!!  (hope we get new dreams & visions!)