memories of my past...
mistakes i've made...experiences i've been through...
ever since i stepped into "adulthood", for me i consider it 18 n above...
sometimes i wonder if i regret...
or if i'm thankful at the way i turned out...
it's weird though...
sometimes i don't know what's wrong n what's right anymore...
maybe i've put up walls...
maybe i'm just paranoid...
maybe i didn't HAVE enough walls up before this...
n after everything...
at this turning point in my life, maybe it IS time to put up some walls?
shrug*
puzzling...
life is puzzling...
"Daddy...please show me the way..."
Monday, October 25, 2004
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talking is always good ;)
and i guess walls have been put up
*huggies*
life...just 4 letters in it...and yet so complicated..
"ever since i stepped into "adulthood", for me i consider it 18 n above...
sometimes i wonder if i regret...
or if i'm thankful at the way i turned out..."
i noe wat u mean man... hehe
Darling... i noe sometimes the paths in life r very narrow, der might me thorns and rocky stones along the way sometimes a very dark forest. but everything dat u've been thru, dun look back into the past and dun regret. God allowed everything to happen for a reason. Sometimes we make mistakes, but He still loves us n the oni thing dat matters is dat we come back to Him. The past is the past. Do not wonder anymore if what u've done is right or wrong. Now just look to the future n keep going on the right path. The Lord has been shining His face on u ever since that incident. I can see it ever so clearly. U're doig well now. everything'll be alright. Sometimes the ghost of the past might come back to haunt u, but dun let it dampen ur spirit. He is ever able to save. All of us got our own ghosts, but all we need is to lean on one another n our Daddy in heaven. Take care sweetie... muaks... i hope u'll be alright.... =) LOVE U!!!
thanks all of u.. hugz* well, all of u have had a part to play in how my life has been shaped. thanks for always being an encouragement to me...thanks for always helping me up when i fall...
ehter mui...thanks for always believing in me. u always saw in me things that i myself didnt see. u always urged me on even when i didnt feel like moving anymore. n most of all, u always held my hand in this spiritual walk of ours. i've never been this close to anyone before..n i couldnt be more thankful to God for bringing us together. (lol...sounds like im talking to a lover) but yea...my sister, soulmate, & best friend, words cannot express my gratefulness. all i hope is to be able to be there for u as u are for me. LOVE UUU....
I totally feel the same way now....understand.... but seeking for an answer
The road of life is never straight...and hardly ever without any obstacles. Sometimes we fall, sometimes we get lost. Sometimes we stumble and take the wrong turns. Sometimes we meet dead ends and harsh terrains. But it's how we take these obstacles and wrong turnings and turn it into lessons well learnt. We can't change the past...but I KNOW you've come out victorious in your road. Paranoia may cross your path now and then, but remember that Papa till carry you through tough times. And I'll always be there if you need a shoulder to cry on or to share your laughter with.
Be strong now, girl.
I love you! *HUGZ*
ji mui...dun worry so much. let God lead u kay? n there are ppl around u supporting u...ppl like meee... grin*
ona darling...thanks for always comforting n encouraging me as well... :) i wouldn't be who i am or i wouldnt be able to let go of self condemnation if it weren't for u n esther who accept me for who i am. HUGZ* will always be here for u too.. remember, ur never alone...i understand what u go through..n u don't hafta do it alone.. need strength? or a shoulder to cry on? or someone to cry with u? im here... wink*
The past shall remain the past :) Live life for the future not the past ya. Regrets are not worth living over and over again. Coz if you do, 5 years time, you'll still be going over the same mistakes...
Trust me :P, I know. Haha, done dat mistake
God Bless~
hey leo...thanks for the comment... :)
just to let u know, even though u might regret staying on in MMU for a long time, remember, there's always a reason for everything. n u wouldn't have met ppl like us!! :D (i dun know if that's a good thing or not.. lol)
but really...leo, ur care n concern is much appreciated. know that u are special. n u have a purpose in whatever u do, wherever u go... ;)
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