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when u've been stabbed too many times...it doesn't seem to hurt anymore...u kindda just feel blank and empty. maybe coz all the blood has drained away. n all ur nerves are dead. heh..

well..Christmas is coming... hopefully it'll come with JOY & LOVE that i need so badly now!!
"Jesus...please help me to stop being stupid. Help me to focus on the important things in life..."

i'm pretty looking forward to seeing old church friends tonight...& then maybe chilling awhile at close friend's houses...

i miss my cousins...wish they were all back here...miss the times when we would spend EVERY Christmas together... sigh* why must we grow up and graduate and start working and get busy with our lives? life as kids was so much more pleasant and fun!!

JoY tO ThE wORLd...the LoRd iS CoMe...LeT eArTh ReCeiVe hEr KING!!!
BleSSed ChRiStMaS everyone!!!