Been running away for too long...

I guess smiles come with it's equal share of frowns & tears...
Why is it so hard to face reality?? Why must i keep falling into the same pit?? How much longer can i run away??
"Lord, You know what I'm going though..You know every thought in my mind. You know that i love You, and want to please You..but why do i keep taking things into my own hands, and then falling?? Why is it that when i try to make a stand for what is right, i get knocked down by someone i love? Help me God to make right decisions...withOUT hurting anyone in the process...There's no one i can turn to, only You. Help me to fully depend on You. And help me to live as You want me to. Don't let me allow anything or anyone to hinder me from living up to my destiny..to my calling.. It's about time i got thing's right with You oh God. Strengthen me...."

Stacie Orrico-Strong Enough
As I rest against this cold, hard wall
Will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war has just begun

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

Will my weakness for an hour
Make me suffer for a life time
Is there anyway to be made whole again?
If I'm healed, renewed and find forgiveness
Find the strength I've never had
Will my scars ruin all God's plan?

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He took my life into his hands and it turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance
It's there I finally found

That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh Thank You for my chance to start again