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to the person i used to make happy...but have now brought tears...

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why do you cause me so much guilt?
why do you make me feel so bad?
was all that we ever built
made of sadness and pain and regret?

didnt i give you my all?
maybe my all was too much to give
coz it took you away from me
and now i dont know how to live

if only i could erase the hurt
if only i could give you everything you want
if only i could take away the pain
but i very well know that i can't
there's only one person who can
He's our very own Daddy in heaven
just give Him your hand
and He'll lead you places you wont even imagine

so forgive me when i say, goodbye
i believe i've caused enough pain
it's time for you to fully rely
on our God Almighty, Comforter & Friend.

i will always love you
you will always be dear to me...
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don't we all wish we could turn back time? change things we did? change the way things turned out? i guess everything happens for a reason. it's comforting to know God's in control. but sometimes it's so hard to trust Him.
"Lord..take my away my unbelief."