?!?!?!?!?!?!

racing through the streets,
trying to clear my head...doesn't work.

blast the radio...sing on top of my lungs...
trying to clear my head...doesn't work.

what the heck is wrong???
why am i so disturbed???
what am i searching for???
have i not been made whole???
what do i need???
what should i do???

unrecognized.
underestimated.
disturbed.
judgemental?
jealous?

my head is so freakin messed up!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jesus...Lover of my soul...I need You...