all i can say is PPAAAIINNNN!!!! my throat hurts...hope i dont come down with the flu or something...n my ear piercing hurts!! think it's infected. sigh* it's red n swollen n hot. :( sucks!!
*frown*
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Saturday, September 11, 2004
WHAT'S WRONG?!?!
what's wrong with me?!?! i seem to have a talent in getting ppl upset or pissed off. sigh*
maybe only one person who knows what i'm talking about would be reading this. & i'm sorry again... guess i'm just a nuisance on this earth.
maybe only one person who knows what i'm talking about would be reading this. & i'm sorry again... guess i'm just a nuisance on this earth.
Friday, September 10, 2004
3 dates
yesterday...
1. had a wonderful "date" with a close friend. guess we haven't been spending much time together due to all the happenings in our individual lives. but yesterday was a time to catch up and just find out how each other was doing..."thanks wee wee for a great day!!" :) hugz* (hope i don't get whacked by all his fans)
2. 9pm...met up with 3 gurlfriends in bangsar...was really great seeing sunny, nellie n jocelyn. we used to hang out when we were in prime. but went our separate ways after that. we really went thru alot together during those "prime days". lol... good AND bad. well, we had alot of good laughs...n aLOT of picture taking... grin* GURLS!!! too bad 2 of them had to leave early. nvm...we're having another gurly day out next week... WOO HOO!! cant wait!!!(just hope exam results wont ruin everything...*fingers crossed*)
3. well, met up with kor kor after that. supper...part of a movie with his cute lil brother...then yum cha again with his friend...THEN home to bed. :P
MAN!!! the days have been just flying by!! hols are almost over.... NNNOOOooOOoOooOoOoo....
Thursday, September 09, 2004
-LaSt NiGhT-
dinner + foosball + yum cha + latte @ 8....free coffee...jason lo, adam & marriane (how to spell ar?) live + ona's craziness + good company + pool = a pleasant night of fun & laughter
*GRIN*
*GRIN*
hurts
It only hurts when u cry
I'm only sad when there's tears in your eyes
I can't lie and say that I'm fine
It only hurts when u cry
I'm only sad when there's tears in your eyes
I can't lie and say that I'm fine
It only hurts when u cry
hApPy HoLiDaYz??
hmmmm..it's been a long time since i've been here. guess i got lazy after it died. tried updating it earlier today but something's wrong with blogger la. cant republish anything.
n now i gotta type everything again. SIGH*
well, exams was sucky. wasnt in a good emotional condition at that time, so i guess it affected my studies abit. really hoping and praying that i won't fail more than 1 paper. :(
after exams, went to CF camp in PD. was SOOOO looking forward to the SUN, SEA, SAND and...not gurls lar... BUT, boy were we disappointed!! kena con man!!! it was hardly a beach!! maybe 2-3 feet of sand only.. lol...oh well, it was a fun camp even thought we didnt get our sun, sea and sand. got to know a few ppl better... AND do some catching up with ppl whom i couldnt see during exam period.
i personally thought it was a good camp coz we were made to ponder upon things we usually DONT think about. its pretty scary though, thinking bout how much we really love Jesus. we easily say we do, but how far are we really willing to go for Him? i hope that one day i can TRULY mean what i sing; "i would go to the ends of the earth for You", "i would run for a thousand years...swim to the ocean floor..", "Lord, i give You my heart, i give You my soul, i live for You alone.."
there was ONE bad thing about camp. i had a few things on my mind that were bothering me. couldnt sleep the first nite, which is weird for me. i usually fall asleep within a minute of my head touching the pillow. :P thank God i got to clear things up after camp. spent time chatting with someone and cleared all misunderstandings and assumptions. glad to be friends again...great to have u back!! u know who u are... grin*
after camp it was WORK WORK WORK!!made new friends... most of the gurls i worked with were nice and pleasant to work with. was pretty fun la overall...DESPITE the screw up on the last day. but yea, i dont wanna go there. oh ya!! played with many ADORABLE kids too!! :D
went to MALAYSIAN IDOL on friday. was pretty fun.. :P mich, david, sarah and i got to sit at Vick's family & friends' seats!! grin*
after the 4 days of work...it's been lepak lepak lepak....chill chill chill...bumming bumming bumming...feels great having nothing to do!! after the stressful sem, i really needed this.
btw, EHTER DAHLING....i miiissss uuuuuuu......
n now i gotta type everything again. SIGH*
well, exams was sucky. wasnt in a good emotional condition at that time, so i guess it affected my studies abit. really hoping and praying that i won't fail more than 1 paper. :(
after exams, went to CF camp in PD. was SOOOO looking forward to the SUN, SEA, SAND and...not gurls lar... BUT, boy were we disappointed!! kena con man!!! it was hardly a beach!! maybe 2-3 feet of sand only.. lol...oh well, it was a fun camp even thought we didnt get our sun, sea and sand. got to know a few ppl better... AND do some catching up with ppl whom i couldnt see during exam period.
i personally thought it was a good camp coz we were made to ponder upon things we usually DONT think about. its pretty scary though, thinking bout how much we really love Jesus. we easily say we do, but how far are we really willing to go for Him? i hope that one day i can TRULY mean what i sing; "i would go to the ends of the earth for You", "i would run for a thousand years...swim to the ocean floor..", "Lord, i give You my heart, i give You my soul, i live for You alone.."
there was ONE bad thing about camp. i had a few things on my mind that were bothering me. couldnt sleep the first nite, which is weird for me. i usually fall asleep within a minute of my head touching the pillow. :P thank God i got to clear things up after camp. spent time chatting with someone and cleared all misunderstandings and assumptions. glad to be friends again...great to have u back!! u know who u are... grin*
after camp it was WORK WORK WORK!!made new friends... most of the gurls i worked with were nice and pleasant to work with. was pretty fun la overall...DESPITE the screw up on the last day. but yea, i dont wanna go there. oh ya!! played with many ADORABLE kids too!! :D
went to MALAYSIAN IDOL on friday. was pretty fun.. :P mich, david, sarah and i got to sit at Vick's family & friends' seats!! grin*
after the 4 days of work...it's been lepak lepak lepak....chill chill chill...bumming bumming bumming...feels great having nothing to do!! after the stressful sem, i really needed this.
btw, EHTER DAHLING....i miiissss uuuuuuu......
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
brain dead
cold..freezing actually...brain isn't working...stuck...fickle...can't decide...what question? oh no...the clock is ticking...c'mon...decide!!! think think think!!! God help me....
rush rush rush!! brain is dying...body is freezing...bladder is about to burst...no...no time to pee... write somemore...squeezing my brain dry.................tick tock tick tock.....TIMES UP!!! *sigh*
-happenings in the exam room this morning-
rush rush rush!! brain is dying...body is freezing...bladder is about to burst...no...no time to pee... write somemore...squeezing my brain dry.................tick tock tick tock.....TIMES UP!!! *sigh*
-happenings in the exam room this morning-
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
littlest things...
last night during CF committee prayer, weeliem shared a lil testimony reminding us that God isn't just interested in the big things in our lives, but the little as well... & guess what!!! I experienced that this morning!!
i overslept again...woke up feeling very disappointed in myself for missing this tutorial again...thoughts of getting barred crossed my mind...so anyway, i got up to check mmls if i could replace my tutorial...took really long to load the page...finally... announcements:
"tutorial classes ECA04, ...(n 2 others) have been cancelled because i'm on leave. will resume next week."
WOO HOO!! thank u Jesus for letting me oversleep!! if not i would have gone all the way to class just to come back. i would've probably been searching the whole FOE building for my class too.. :P well...be reminded that God cares for even the smallest things in your life. like wasting time going to a cancelled class, & like weeliem being reminded of something at the exact right timing.
~HE'll be a real friend if u only let HIM~
i overslept again...woke up feeling very disappointed in myself for missing this tutorial again...thoughts of getting barred crossed my mind...so anyway, i got up to check mmls if i could replace my tutorial...took really long to load the page...finally... announcements:
"tutorial classes ECA04, ...(n 2 others) have been cancelled because i'm on leave. will resume next week."
WOO HOO!! thank u Jesus for letting me oversleep!! if not i would have gone all the way to class just to come back. i would've probably been searching the whole FOE building for my class too.. :P well...be reminded that God cares for even the smallest things in your life. like wasting time going to a cancelled class, & like weeliem being reminded of something at the exact right timing.
~HE'll be a real friend if u only let HIM~
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
POT!!
this post is specially dedicated to my POT (Power Of Three) group...althought NONE of them would be reading this. well, this G12 system was launched a few weeks back. & sunday night was our 1st REAL meeting...we were to meet at boon wei's house in puchong. so pastor's wife came to my house n i tailed her car there, after fetching 3 other gurls; 1 followed my car.
was surprised when both of us actually started opening up & sharing bout our current problems & things we've been through. i already see potential close relationships within our POT. well, 2 of us were so into our chat that we didnt pay attention to the roads at all. sigh* forgot the way there.
...entering boon wei & jay's home.... WHOA!!! it's soooo neat & clean & cosy & beautiful!! even has a beautiful view overlooking KL, with Genting in sight. dinner was AWESOME!! made our own popiahs.. hehe... and had watermelon & ice-cream for desert. we also created our very own "ice-cream popiah"!! was pretty good..EVERYONE started trying it.
the whole night was so filled with laughter...we all actually clicked better than i thought we would. really thank God for putting me in this group with a bunch of GREAT GURLS!! can't wait to get to know them better. :D looking forward to our future cell meetings...woo hoo!!
~'butterfly effect' is an awesome movie! last night was nice..company was nice too~
was surprised when both of us actually started opening up & sharing bout our current problems & things we've been through. i already see potential close relationships within our POT. well, 2 of us were so into our chat that we didnt pay attention to the roads at all. sigh* forgot the way there.
...entering boon wei & jay's home.... WHOA!!! it's soooo neat & clean & cosy & beautiful!! even has a beautiful view overlooking KL, with Genting in sight. dinner was AWESOME!! made our own popiahs.. hehe... and had watermelon & ice-cream for desert. we also created our very own "ice-cream popiah"!! was pretty good..EVERYONE started trying it.
the whole night was so filled with laughter...we all actually clicked better than i thought we would. really thank God for putting me in this group with a bunch of GREAT GURLS!! can't wait to get to know them better. :D looking forward to our future cell meetings...woo hoo!!
~'butterfly effect' is an awesome movie! last night was nice..company was nice too~
heaviness
this is the time of the semester that i hate. assignment due dates...finals...even MIDTERM aint totally over. sigh* 24 hrs just doesn't seem enough sometimes..
what's wrong with me? what's with this feeling of heaviness? gloom...tiredness maybe...stress? don't really know what's bothering me. *sigh*
"Heavenly Father i just pray that You'll remove this spirit of heaviness from me...whatever may be causing it..& Lord i just place my life in Your hands once again...fill me & help me live life abundantly just as You desire me to. In Jesus' name, amen.."
what's wrong with me? what's with this feeling of heaviness? gloom...tiredness maybe...stress? don't really know what's bothering me. *sigh*
"Heavenly Father i just pray that You'll remove this spirit of heaviness from me...whatever may be causing it..& Lord i just place my life in Your hands once again...fill me & help me live life abundantly just as You desire me to. In Jesus' name, amen.."
Friday, July 23, 2004
random things..
just completed my lab report - the LAST one for this sem!! woo hoo!! ....but 2 more assignments to go...& i havent even started..man!! i gotta stop procrastinating!!!
it's cold..so nice to sleep...i see mui mui ehter sleeping peacefully, curled under her blanket...i wanna do that tooooo...but no..i've had my sleep. must start doing work. but before that, just need to update on the past happenings.
main things i recall:
worship during CF this week was good...i felt like the worship environment was pretty high compared to certain weeks when it just feels dry. thanks charis for doing a great job leading us in worship. im reminded, that worhip is not something that WE get something out of (although songs DO minister to us n all). but the TRUE reason for worship is to give unto GOD. He deserves ALL praise & glory. & that's what we express through songs & clapping of hands etc..
the topic for CF was FORGIVENESS. when we were asked to say a silent prayer & release the person whom we have not forgiven from our heart's prison, i couldnt think of anyone. after searching my heart, & asking God about it, i realized that there WAS someone i was feeling bitter & holding a grudge against. it just hurts when a friend whom u thought the world of, proves u wrong, & u start realizing that ur being used, & that the person ain't sincere...well, i let it go on tuesday. :)
wed was mainly a day to study for my microwave test on thurs. was really worried bout it, but thank God, it turned out better than i expected.
spent the rest of thurs with an old friend who came back from uk. esther, ju, his fren ken & myself practically did nothing in summit. lol.. played a lil pool...lepaked around...had dinner in sushi king...was fun la.. :P
the "down" of the day was the arguments i was having with a special friend. sigh* i always ask this question.. "why do we always hurt the ones we love?". i hate all this! i wish i could be the only one hurting. i cant stand the ppl around me suffering because of me.
still trusting God to work all things out for good..
sigh* im tired...n lazy to continue blogging... shall end here.. cant wait to see the melakans & someone who says i've been "abaikan"ing later... DREAMS THAT ROCK, here we come!! (hope we get new dreams & visions!)
it's cold..so nice to sleep...i see mui mui ehter sleeping peacefully, curled under her blanket...i wanna do that tooooo...but no..i've had my sleep. must start doing work. but before that, just need to update on the past happenings.
main things i recall:
worship during CF this week was good...i felt like the worship environment was pretty high compared to certain weeks when it just feels dry. thanks charis for doing a great job leading us in worship. im reminded, that worhip is not something that WE get something out of (although songs DO minister to us n all). but the TRUE reason for worship is to give unto GOD. He deserves ALL praise & glory. & that's what we express through songs & clapping of hands etc..
the topic for CF was FORGIVENESS. when we were asked to say a silent prayer & release the person whom we have not forgiven from our heart's prison, i couldnt think of anyone. after searching my heart, & asking God about it, i realized that there WAS someone i was feeling bitter & holding a grudge against. it just hurts when a friend whom u thought the world of, proves u wrong, & u start realizing that ur being used, & that the person ain't sincere...well, i let it go on tuesday. :)
wed was mainly a day to study for my microwave test on thurs. was really worried bout it, but thank God, it turned out better than i expected.
spent the rest of thurs with an old friend who came back from uk. esther, ju, his fren ken & myself practically did nothing in summit. lol.. played a lil pool...lepaked around...had dinner in sushi king...was fun la.. :P
the "down" of the day was the arguments i was having with a special friend. sigh* i always ask this question.. "why do we always hurt the ones we love?". i hate all this! i wish i could be the only one hurting. i cant stand the ppl around me suffering because of me.
still trusting God to work all things out for good..
sigh* im tired...n lazy to continue blogging... shall end here.. cant wait to see the melakans & someone who says i've been "abaikan"ing later... DREAMS THAT ROCK, here we come!! (hope we get new dreams & visions!)
Monday, July 19, 2004
PG165 rocks!!
1st things 1st....PG165 ROCKS!! :D for those who don't know what the heck i'm talking about, PG 165 is JasonTeoh, Justin, Vijay, & Zhen Xin's band. taking it from the beginning...
FRI: becky, mich, leona, weeliem & i were all packed to head down to melaka...weeliem & leona were going home. but us 3 other gurls were going down SPECIALLY to support our beloved friends' band in the Battle of the Bands. yes..we didn't go for the food, or for fun...but sincerely just to support PG165!!
so...weeliem practically flew down to mlk. we reached in bout an HOUR starting from the highway. he's really proud of it! lol...reached mlk & immediately dropped by to visit the celebrities-to-be. unfortunately they had to practice for the BIG DAY. so we went to look for food without them. JoashYap came along with us. & we had a REAL entertaining time with him. :P bad thing was it attracted a lil TOO much attention. grin*
flying through some events - went back to weeliem's...watched wedding singer with becky (fell asleep most of the time)...chatted with her till bout 4am...really enjoyed our sista to sista bonding & heart to heart talk. "love u becky dear!! may the Holy Spirit continue to fill u with His peace & joy."....awoke to a call at bout 6am (cried a lil again)...greeted weeliem's parents when they got up but 7am...chatted with darling jo anne...went back to sleep...got up at 12pm...had brunch with becky, mich, weeliem...met up with mark, soly & joash in tesco...lepaked at soly's place till 6.30pm...then comes the MAIN EVENT!!! BOTB!!
we were first in line...couldnt wait to get in...sat right in front. the 1st guest band performed..Krong...OH MAN!!! ouch ouch ouch!! we all got a lil deaf from that 1st performance! sigh* it killed our semangat for awhile. PG165 was the 9th band to perform...so we had to suffer screamings, screechings, ear piercing noise for a few hours. there were a few good bands of coz. but MOSTLY noise. FINALLY!! PG165!!! u should've heard the supporting screams n shouts from the "fan club". lol.. SUDDENLY we were awake & on our toes!! they were AWESOME as expected!! making our night worth it. best thing was, JESUS' name was proclaimed through Jason's song to the whole hall filled with hundreds? a thousand? i believe that beCAUSE they made a stand to declare our Lord's name even though MOST of the crowd was made up of malays, God lifted them up in return. they not only won 1st runner up, but also best vocalist-Jason, best drummer-Vijay, best self-composed song. WOO HOOO!!!... we were estatic!!! couldn't stop screaming..couldn't sit still... :D yea..the eardrum killing experience was worth it. seeing them win so many awards....we couldn't have been happier... :)
note: i was praying before the event, "Lord, You created music..You created instruments..may Your favour be upon PG165 as they have chosen to proclaim Your name. even though Satan has been using music for his own good, I pray that tonight, PG165 WILL win, because music inspired by You is the most beautiful music of all. in Jesus' name, AMEN!"
Jason, Justin, Vijay, ZhenXin...CONGRATS once again!! u guys rock!! :P
p/s: soly...thank u SO MUCH for preparing us beds...even though we only got to sleep on them for a lil more than 2 hours. thanks for ur hospitality & for being such a great host!! not forgetting the milo in the morning! :D so sorry that u had to stay up to wake us though...
-tired-
FRI: becky, mich, leona, weeliem & i were all packed to head down to melaka...weeliem & leona were going home. but us 3 other gurls were going down SPECIALLY to support our beloved friends' band in the Battle of the Bands. yes..we didn't go for the food, or for fun...but sincerely just to support PG165!!
so...weeliem practically flew down to mlk. we reached in bout an HOUR starting from the highway. he's really proud of it! lol...reached mlk & immediately dropped by to visit the celebrities-to-be. unfortunately they had to practice for the BIG DAY. so we went to look for food without them. JoashYap came along with us. & we had a REAL entertaining time with him. :P bad thing was it attracted a lil TOO much attention. grin*
flying through some events - went back to weeliem's...watched wedding singer with becky (fell asleep most of the time)...chatted with her till bout 4am...really enjoyed our sista to sista bonding & heart to heart talk. "love u becky dear!! may the Holy Spirit continue to fill u with His peace & joy."....awoke to a call at bout 6am (cried a lil again)...greeted weeliem's parents when they got up but 7am...chatted with darling jo anne...went back to sleep...got up at 12pm...had brunch with becky, mich, weeliem...met up with mark, soly & joash in tesco...lepaked at soly's place till 6.30pm...then comes the MAIN EVENT!!! BOTB!!
we were first in line...couldnt wait to get in...sat right in front. the 1st guest band performed..Krong...OH MAN!!! ouch ouch ouch!! we all got a lil deaf from that 1st performance! sigh* it killed our semangat for awhile. PG165 was the 9th band to perform...so we had to suffer screamings, screechings, ear piercing noise for a few hours. there were a few good bands of coz. but MOSTLY noise. FINALLY!! PG165!!! u should've heard the supporting screams n shouts from the "fan club". lol.. SUDDENLY we were awake & on our toes!! they were AWESOME as expected!! making our night worth it. best thing was, JESUS' name was proclaimed through Jason's song to the whole hall filled with hundreds? a thousand? i believe that beCAUSE they made a stand to declare our Lord's name even though MOST of the crowd was made up of malays, God lifted them up in return. they not only won 1st runner up, but also best vocalist-Jason, best drummer-Vijay, best self-composed song. WOO HOOO!!!... we were estatic!!! couldn't stop screaming..couldn't sit still... :D yea..the eardrum killing experience was worth it. seeing them win so many awards....we couldn't have been happier... :)
note: i was praying before the event, "Lord, You created music..You created instruments..may Your favour be upon PG165 as they have chosen to proclaim Your name. even though Satan has been using music for his own good, I pray that tonight, PG165 WILL win, because music inspired by You is the most beautiful music of all. in Jesus' name, AMEN!"
Jason, Justin, Vijay, ZhenXin...CONGRATS once again!! u guys rock!! :P
p/s: soly...thank u SO MUCH for preparing us beds...even though we only got to sleep on them for a lil more than 2 hours. thanks for ur hospitality & for being such a great host!! not forgetting the milo in the morning! :D so sorry that u had to stay up to wake us though...
-tired-
Thursday, July 15, 2004
More Than Life
Stand by everything You said
Sand by the promises we made
Let go of everything I've done
I'll run into Your open arms
And all i know
I love You more than life
I love You more than life
Fall back on everything You've done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air i breathe
How can it be
You were the One on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars in Your hands are for me?
You are the King of all
this song is getting more & more relevant to me
FRIENDSHIP
the weeks are getting shorter...the days are getting shorter...this is the time we wish there was more than 24 hours in a day. it's scary how fast time flies. before we know it, we're gonna be graduated..working..married..with kids...lol...
this week has been somewhat "peaceful". no explosions..no breakdowns... tuesday after CF, few of us got pretty high. i dunno man!! we kindda got over-hyper! :P people involved- Becky, Esther, Lenard, & I. havent laughed like that in a while. :) was refreshing!! i guess it all started when becky n i were trying to make up our minds bout whether to go to BOTB in melaka.
we did 4 things to help us decide (from "one-two-jus"ing to counting tiles to...ahem* sensored!....HAHAHHA..only those involved will know).. well, weirdly, ALL 4 times the answer was YES! sigh* must be fated to go. BUT only for our 3 beloved friends Justin, Jason & Vijay.. yeah man!! they're gonna get 1st place!! :D
met up with an old friend who's back from UK for hols yesterday. was a real spontaneous thing. but it turned out to be quite a fun day-pool, bishi bashi (i got thrashed!), chillin' at Arios TWICE.. haven't seen him for more than a year. & surprisingly, after all the crap we've been thru (lotsa misunderstanding & feud between friends), we got along really well yesterday. think we've both matured since the last time we were close. the chatting online bit must've helped when we got in touch again few months back.
received a call from a friend's dad last night. was really grieved by it. knowing what this friend & his dad is going through leaves me feeling so helpless...all i could do was PRAY hard...asking God to do something...comfort them..strengthen them... sigh* i just gotta trust God that He'll work ALL things out for GOOD for those who love Him.
going back to the previous paragraph..speaking bout misunderstandings with friends...last night i led CHUP cg into a discussion about problems we face in friendships & relationships. i hope it benefited everyone...opening some of our eyes to problems that we may not face but our friends do. ALL of us face different problems, because we're ALL made different. a conclusion that was made last nite:
1) Learn to admit our feelings & to talk about them
2) DO not gossip
3) Allow for differences of opinion
4) Be quick to FORGIVE
if we allow these petty reasons & differences to break us up, we're just making Satan very happy. so, learn to accept each other for who they are. if God, who is perfect, can accept US, why can't WE accept each other?
this week has been somewhat "peaceful". no explosions..no breakdowns... tuesday after CF, few of us got pretty high. i dunno man!! we kindda got over-hyper! :P people involved- Becky, Esther, Lenard, & I. havent laughed like that in a while. :) was refreshing!! i guess it all started when becky n i were trying to make up our minds bout whether to go to BOTB in melaka.
we did 4 things to help us decide (from "one-two-jus"ing to counting tiles to...ahem* sensored!....HAHAHHA..only those involved will know).. well, weirdly, ALL 4 times the answer was YES! sigh* must be fated to go. BUT only for our 3 beloved friends Justin, Jason & Vijay.. yeah man!! they're gonna get 1st place!! :D
met up with an old friend who's back from UK for hols yesterday. was a real spontaneous thing. but it turned out to be quite a fun day-pool, bishi bashi (i got thrashed!), chillin' at Arios TWICE.. haven't seen him for more than a year. & surprisingly, after all the crap we've been thru (lotsa misunderstanding & feud between friends), we got along really well yesterday. think we've both matured since the last time we were close. the chatting online bit must've helped when we got in touch again few months back.
received a call from a friend's dad last night. was really grieved by it. knowing what this friend & his dad is going through leaves me feeling so helpless...all i could do was PRAY hard...asking God to do something...comfort them..strengthen them... sigh* i just gotta trust God that He'll work ALL things out for GOOD for those who love Him.
going back to the previous paragraph..speaking bout misunderstandings with friends...last night i led CHUP cg into a discussion about problems we face in friendships & relationships. i hope it benefited everyone...opening some of our eyes to problems that we may not face but our friends do. ALL of us face different problems, because we're ALL made different. a conclusion that was made last nite:
1) Learn to admit our feelings & to talk about them
2) DO not gossip
3) Allow for differences of opinion
4) Be quick to FORGIVE
if we allow these petty reasons & differences to break us up, we're just making Satan very happy. so, learn to accept each other for who they are. if God, who is perfect, can accept US, why can't WE accept each other?
Monday, July 12, 2004
STOOpid!!
just when u think nothing else can go wrong...SOMETHING does. it's a wonder how down n shitty exams can make u feel...esPECIALLY when everyone ELSE got the answer n U didnt.
ARGH!! it's like, HOW STOOPID CAN U BE??? im getting scared...it's 3rd year already...n my grades are dropping.. how do i pull myself up? can't i even get 2nd class upper?? SIGH* LORD help me....
ARGH!! it's like, HOW STOOPID CAN U BE??? im getting scared...it's 3rd year already...n my grades are dropping.. how do i pull myself up? can't i even get 2nd class upper?? SIGH* LORD help me....
Saturday, July 10, 2004
eventful week?
been wanting to blog since wednesday or thursday but havent found the time.. sigh* i guess alot has been happening in the past few days.
WED: ehter mui mui's bag got stolen. :( few close friends were really down.
later that nite (more like early the next morn) around 4pm,i
was tempted to crash my car due to a big argument i had. was a really emotional,
hysterical nite. sigh* details will not be mentioned here. i was thinking to myself, WHAT'S WRONG WITH
THE PAST FEW DAYS?!?! spiritual attack or something!! really need to put on our
armour man!! n HACK at those pesky demons!!
THURS: went for a friend's farewell BBQ. it was okay, besides the awkwardness i was feeling toward someone at the party. i didn't get to spend enough time with zher as i had hoped to. but what to do? there were many other ppl he had to layan. was glad that i got to pray for him though. :P
FRI: saw engie's elephant foot!! lol...poor dear..sprained his ankle pretty badly. it looked like a lil "pau". took him to the clinic. had to go for x-ray in case something was wrong. thank God nothing was. but he blame me pulak for wasting his money. :( sniff*
SAT: met up with ZHER & other friends at dharoos at almost 3am. that was the last few hours we were gonna have with him. :( so sad...once again i didnt get to talk to him as much as i wanted to, coz he was PREOCCUPIED! hmph* stayed up with him till 6am. 4 of us (teko,neville,dinesh & i) went to send him off at KLIA. 2hrs countdown. good thing he "berbonding" with us in the car since he didnt at the mamak. sigh* felt the burden of letting him go.
at KLIA, the clock was ticking. can't believe he's actually leaving...SO SOON!!
zher, just wanna thank u again for always being there for me...know that u'll always be special..& that i'm gonna miss u lots. although u say nothing will change, i still feel that a part of my life is missing (flew off to aussie liao). plz take care...& keep in touch...& DONT FORGET US BACK HERE OKAY!! or i'll kick ur ass!! :P may God bless u in everything u do, & may His angels watch over u day & night. *BIG BEAR HUG*
WED: ehter mui mui's bag got stolen. :( few close friends were really down.
later that nite (more like early the next morn) around 4pm,i
was tempted to crash my car due to a big argument i had. was a really emotional,
hysterical nite. sigh* details will not be mentioned here. i was thinking to myself, WHAT'S WRONG WITH
THE PAST FEW DAYS?!?! spiritual attack or something!! really need to put on our
armour man!! n HACK at those pesky demons!!
THURS: went for a friend's farewell BBQ. it was okay, besides the awkwardness i was feeling toward someone at the party. i didn't get to spend enough time with zher as i had hoped to. but what to do? there were many other ppl he had to layan. was glad that i got to pray for him though. :P
FRI: saw engie's elephant foot!! lol...poor dear..sprained his ankle pretty badly. it looked like a lil "pau". took him to the clinic. had to go for x-ray in case something was wrong. thank God nothing was. but he blame me pulak for wasting his money. :( sniff*
SAT: met up with ZHER & other friends at dharoos at almost 3am. that was the last few hours we were gonna have with him. :( so sad...once again i didnt get to talk to him as much as i wanted to, coz he was PREOCCUPIED! hmph* stayed up with him till 6am. 4 of us (teko,neville,dinesh & i) went to send him off at KLIA. 2hrs countdown. good thing he "berbonding" with us in the car since he didnt at the mamak. sigh* felt the burden of letting him go.
at KLIA, the clock was ticking. can't believe he's actually leaving...SO SOON!!
zher, just wanna thank u again for always being there for me...know that u'll always be special..& that i'm gonna miss u lots. although u say nothing will change, i still feel that a part of my life is missing (flew off to aussie liao). plz take care...& keep in touch...& DONT FORGET US BACK HERE OKAY!! or i'll kick ur ass!! :P may God bless u in everything u do, & may His angels watch over u day & night. *BIG BEAR HUG*
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
BbBbBrrRrrr...
i..i.i..it..it's f..frr..frrreezing...c..c..ccoldd.... BbbBRrrRrrr.... shiver* natural air-cond man!! & my bed is calling out to me...my BLANKET is calling out to me... i should be warmly tucked in bed now... but i thought i had better leave some jottings ere before i retire to bed.
this weekend was...kindda nice i guess...got along with someone better than i thought i would. spent some time with a friend who's leaving this sat...but will see him one more time on thurs after my POWER SYSTEM'S test. (YES ZHER! im talking bout u ) speaking bout tests, su chen has been giving us tuition... SO SWEET OF HER!! su chen's an ANGEL...a REALLY SMART one!!
hmmm..on sunday i got to meet engie's chun sis, really polite dad & super nice mom! :)
something bad happened on sunday, but i shall not go there...
yawn* my mind is blank now...too sleepy. basically monday n tuesday has been hectic for me. 6 hrs class on both days. went to the gym today. had to before my musCLES deteriorate. (not like i have much though)...went to CF...had tuition...going to bed now.. *flops onto bed* zzZZzzZzzZzzZzzzz......
this weekend was...kindda nice i guess...got along with someone better than i thought i would. spent some time with a friend who's leaving this sat...but will see him one more time on thurs after my POWER SYSTEM'S test. (YES ZHER! im talking bout u ) speaking bout tests, su chen has been giving us tuition... SO SWEET OF HER!! su chen's an ANGEL...a REALLY SMART one!!
hmmm..on sunday i got to meet engie's chun sis, really polite dad & super nice mom! :)
something bad happened on sunday, but i shall not go there...
yawn* my mind is blank now...too sleepy. basically monday n tuesday has been hectic for me. 6 hrs class on both days. went to the gym today. had to before my musCLES deteriorate. (not like i have much though)...went to CF...had tuition...going to bed now.. *flops onto bed* zzZZzzZzzZzzZzzzz......
Friday, July 02, 2004
stabilized
i just realized, im not a constant person. i will sometimes suddenly get into a blogging frenzy & post lotsa stuff. & then i wont log on for days. heh...
well, the past week has really been something. roller coaster ride. up & down. laughing crying.... but it has stabilized, thank God.
Tuesday we had a killer paper!! wasnt even a paper! i dunno what it was!!! definitely not something in my level of intelligence. (yes...i hear some kutuking coming up) but yea. practically died in there. went for cf after the test to be reminded of the end times.. u know..i'm not afraid of dying, but TORTURE??!! *shudder* watched BOO in monsters inc that nite with ehter, lil boy & engie who is deprived of LOTS of good movies!! :P
Wednesday was a "day-off" for me. only attended 1 class out of 3. decided i needed the rest. AND i needed time alone to get my mind of things. didn't have mood for class anyway. so esther & i happily slept from 4-8pm. :P that's what i call a good nap!!
went for BLUR & CHUP cg makan in SOUTH CITY..sound so sophisticated ny.. i didnt even know that area was called that. lol... had good fellowhip with my cg members, & got to know new members from BLUR cg. they're pretty cool n fun ppl.. :)
came home at 12am to find a sleeping beast, ahem*.. i mean beauty in my bed. wink*
Thursday...hmmm...what happened on thurs? OH YA!! 8 hours of class straight!! without breaks!! what the heck! 1st of all i realized the nite before that i had lab the next day; meaning 5 hrs of class non-stop. n THEN when i woke up, i remembered that i had to replace my BHM class. ARGH! added another 3 hrs to the 5 hrs! 5+3=8!! 8am- 4pm man!! well..not exactly 4 pm ler.. ended early..so what's the difference?!! went swimming alone to relieve some stress. was good. went for bible study at 8pm. was really fun! annette never fails to put a smile on our faces.. :)
today...today is a very hot day. period.
p/s: all sensitive & private issues which CAUSED the roller coaster ride has been sensored.
will be meeting a good friend who's leaving to aussie... SOB* gonna miss him so much!! (ZHER u better be reading this! :P )
-baking in my ovenlike room-
well, the past week has really been something. roller coaster ride. up & down. laughing crying.... but it has stabilized, thank God.
Tuesday we had a killer paper!! wasnt even a paper! i dunno what it was!!! definitely not something in my level of intelligence. (yes...i hear some kutuking coming up) but yea. practically died in there. went for cf after the test to be reminded of the end times.. u know..i'm not afraid of dying, but TORTURE??!! *shudder* watched BOO in monsters inc that nite with ehter, lil boy & engie who is deprived of LOTS of good movies!! :P
Wednesday was a "day-off" for me. only attended 1 class out of 3. decided i needed the rest. AND i needed time alone to get my mind of things. didn't have mood for class anyway. so esther & i happily slept from 4-8pm. :P that's what i call a good nap!!
went for BLUR & CHUP cg makan in SOUTH CITY..sound so sophisticated ny.. i didnt even know that area was called that. lol... had good fellowhip with my cg members, & got to know new members from BLUR cg. they're pretty cool n fun ppl.. :)
came home at 12am to find a sleeping beast, ahem*.. i mean beauty in my bed. wink*
Thursday...hmmm...what happened on thurs? OH YA!! 8 hours of class straight!! without breaks!! what the heck! 1st of all i realized the nite before that i had lab the next day; meaning 5 hrs of class non-stop. n THEN when i woke up, i remembered that i had to replace my BHM class. ARGH! added another 3 hrs to the 5 hrs! 5+3=8!! 8am- 4pm man!! well..not exactly 4 pm ler.. ended early..so what's the difference?!! went swimming alone to relieve some stress. was good. went for bible study at 8pm. was really fun! annette never fails to put a smile on our faces.. :)
today...today is a very hot day. period.
p/s: all sensitive & private issues which CAUSED the roller coaster ride has been sensored.
will be meeting a good friend who's leaving to aussie... SOB* gonna miss him so much!! (ZHER u better be reading this! :P )
-baking in my ovenlike room-
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